Summer.

Summer has gone by so fast. I remember when I was younger and summer felt like years, now it only feels like a couple months, I wish it went slower! I'm never going to live down this summer though, sooo many break ups and make ups, bfs and gfs, etc. I've broken hearts and had my heart broken, and most of it doesn't matter, some does.

I sorta can't wait for school again, I'm a sophomore now! My little sister is going to be a freshman! I hope she doesn't have a bad first year like I did, I almost failed my freshman year. Oops. Oh well, I passed and that's all that matters.

I'm bored of typing now so I guess this is goodbye for awhile.

The Pain Of A Broken Heart.

It is better to have loved then lost, then to have never loved at all.
This is the quote most people think of when they end a long time relationship. I believe this is just a bunch of nonsense, because if you have never loved at all, then you don't know what it's like to have your heart broken. I believe the quote should instead, go like this: It is better to have never loved at all, then to have your heart broken. Ha, no one ever told me that love could be so depressing, until I went through it myself.

I know this is a depressing passage for the last day of school until spring break, but I really don't care.

I keep wishing everything is as simple as it used to be before I got wrapped up in all of this drama with guys, and girls and love and loss. I'm fed up with it! I'm not going to get into details because its personal and stuff, but there are a lot of guys out there that are really stupid! Ha.

I will conclude this post on a lighter note though,
Spring break is near, please do shout and cheer, this poem is corny, and I don't care spring break is here!

This Is So Pretty.

I Love My Parentals.

I'm sure you've seen my previous post on how I hated my parents, well, we've all came up with a fair agreement, I get my phone for the weekend, and I have to stop texting at around 11:00, I found it fair so now I am hugely happy!

I Can't Help Myself.

OK, well, here's my predicament, I think I've pissed my friend off big time. I really like this one guy, but I think my friend likes him too, and now i think she's mad at me. What I don't get though is why she should be mad at me, I've liked him since 7th grade when she probably didn't even know he existed. Some times I think she gets way too upset over little things.

Here's the thing though, I really like this guy, but he doesn't like me as much as I like him yet. He doesn't like her as much either so I don't see anything wrong with that!Grrrr she makes me so mad sometimes, and I try to be there for her boy troubles as much as she's there for me, and I think I do a pretty good job.

I have no clue why I make so much drama for myself sometimes but I cant help myself. Please help me with some good advice, it would be really, really appreciated!

I Hate My Parentals.

Some people may find it pointless to be texting at 12:00 a.m., but I find it to be very entertaining. Apparently my parents don't think i should be texting during the wee hours of the night, I strongly disagree.

So, here's the scenario, last night my rents told me to stop texting at 9:30, I disobeyed them by texting late into the night, around 11:00. My dad is weird so he wakes up at ungodly hours to eat cereal..... He caught me texing before I stuffed my phone quickly under my pillow, once again he warned me to turn it off and stop texting, or the next time he catches me he would take my phone away.

As expected, I just kept on texting, and well, that got me into some trouble. He yanked my phone away and I think attempted to turn it off, but he is clueless to how to turn off a phone, so I yanked it back and quickly turned it off. As any teen would do i fretted about my parentals seeing my texts, so in the past I put up the security thing so you have to enter a numeric password to unlock the simcard. It's the easiest password ever, but my parents would never guess it.

My parents would never get into my phone because as a backup i turned on the thing where you have to trace a pattern on a grid the exact same way you put it in when you made up the gridlock. Hahaha their attempts are futile.

Well, to anyone out there who thinks I'm blowing their texts off, I'm not, my parents are just being overly annoying. I don't know when I'm getting my phone back but I'm hoping it will be very soon because I'm dying without being able to text people on the outside world!

Please help me!

I'm going to post a random hyperlink so I don't get in trouble!http://www.searchviews.com/index.php/archives/2008/04

Spring Break.

Yes, it's almost here! A college goers dream, and a time for partying and relaxing. Spring break is a well deserved vacation a student eagerly awaits since the early sign of flowers poking up little tender new leaves, and buds on the trees. Most teenagers and young adults see the break as a huge party and illegal substances, others choose to see it as a time to give back to the community.

When I was little I've always dreamed of the awesome parties with friends and great new clothes from warm weather places. No one ever told me that with great parties and warm weather places, comes a great risk. I once read a true story in a magazine that said a girl was at a party and her FRIEND slipped her something that made her hallucinate and pass out.

I cant imagine that this girls friend was a very good influence and even if she was a friend at all. No one should ever go through that.

I'm sure that's not the only time that has ever happened during spring break. The stories that tell about the kidnapping of young girls that are sold over countries, that are never found, hit me hard. So, this spring break, we should all think of those girls and guys that have had something terrible happen to them over break, and just hope that your spring break is safer.

On a lighter note, HAPPY SPRING BREAK and BE SAFE!