Summer.

Summer has gone by so fast. I remember when I was younger and summer felt like years, now it only feels like a couple months, I wish it went slower! I'm never going to live down this summer though, sooo many break ups and make ups, bfs and gfs, etc. I've broken hearts and had my heart broken, and most of it doesn't matter, some does.

I sorta can't wait for school again, I'm a sophomore now! My little sister is going to be a freshman! I hope she doesn't have a bad first year like I did, I almost failed my freshman year. Oops. Oh well, I passed and that's all that matters.

I'm bored of typing now so I guess this is goodbye for awhile.

The Pain Of A Broken Heart.

It is better to have loved then lost, then to have never loved at all.
This is the quote most people think of when they end a long time relationship. I believe this is just a bunch of nonsense, because if you have never loved at all, then you don't know what it's like to have your heart broken. I believe the quote should instead, go like this: It is better to have never loved at all, then to have your heart broken. Ha, no one ever told me that love could be so depressing, until I went through it myself.

I know this is a depressing passage for the last day of school until spring break, but I really don't care.

I keep wishing everything is as simple as it used to be before I got wrapped up in all of this drama with guys, and girls and love and loss. I'm fed up with it! I'm not going to get into details because its personal and stuff, but there are a lot of guys out there that are really stupid! Ha.

I will conclude this post on a lighter note though,
Spring break is near, please do shout and cheer, this poem is corny, and I don't care spring break is here!

This Is So Pretty.

I Love My Parentals.

I'm sure you've seen my previous post on how I hated my parents, well, we've all came up with a fair agreement, I get my phone for the weekend, and I have to stop texting at around 11:00, I found it fair so now I am hugely happy!

I Can't Help Myself.

OK, well, here's my predicament, I think I've pissed my friend off big time. I really like this one guy, but I think my friend likes him too, and now i think she's mad at me. What I don't get though is why she should be mad at me, I've liked him since 7th grade when she probably didn't even know he existed. Some times I think she gets way too upset over little things.

Here's the thing though, I really like this guy, but he doesn't like me as much as I like him yet. He doesn't like her as much either so I don't see anything wrong with that!Grrrr she makes me so mad sometimes, and I try to be there for her boy troubles as much as she's there for me, and I think I do a pretty good job.

I have no clue why I make so much drama for myself sometimes but I cant help myself. Please help me with some good advice, it would be really, really appreciated!

I Hate My Parentals.

Some people may find it pointless to be texting at 12:00 a.m., but I find it to be very entertaining. Apparently my parents don't think i should be texting during the wee hours of the night, I strongly disagree.

So, here's the scenario, last night my rents told me to stop texting at 9:30, I disobeyed them by texting late into the night, around 11:00. My dad is weird so he wakes up at ungodly hours to eat cereal..... He caught me texing before I stuffed my phone quickly under my pillow, once again he warned me to turn it off and stop texting, or the next time he catches me he would take my phone away.

As expected, I just kept on texting, and well, that got me into some trouble. He yanked my phone away and I think attempted to turn it off, but he is clueless to how to turn off a phone, so I yanked it back and quickly turned it off. As any teen would do i fretted about my parentals seeing my texts, so in the past I put up the security thing so you have to enter a numeric password to unlock the simcard. It's the easiest password ever, but my parents would never guess it.

My parents would never get into my phone because as a backup i turned on the thing where you have to trace a pattern on a grid the exact same way you put it in when you made up the gridlock. Hahaha their attempts are futile.

Well, to anyone out there who thinks I'm blowing their texts off, I'm not, my parents are just being overly annoying. I don't know when I'm getting my phone back but I'm hoping it will be very soon because I'm dying without being able to text people on the outside world!

Please help me!

I'm going to post a random hyperlink so I don't get in trouble!http://www.searchviews.com/index.php/archives/2008/04

Spring Break.

Yes, it's almost here! A college goers dream, and a time for partying and relaxing. Spring break is a well deserved vacation a student eagerly awaits since the early sign of flowers poking up little tender new leaves, and buds on the trees. Most teenagers and young adults see the break as a huge party and illegal substances, others choose to see it as a time to give back to the community.

When I was little I've always dreamed of the awesome parties with friends and great new clothes from warm weather places. No one ever told me that with great parties and warm weather places, comes a great risk. I once read a true story in a magazine that said a girl was at a party and her FRIEND slipped her something that made her hallucinate and pass out.

I cant imagine that this girls friend was a very good influence and even if she was a friend at all. No one should ever go through that.

I'm sure that's not the only time that has ever happened during spring break. The stories that tell about the kidnapping of young girls that are sold over countries, that are never found, hit me hard. So, this spring break, we should all think of those girls and guys that have had something terrible happen to them over break, and just hope that your spring break is safer.

On a lighter note, HAPPY SPRING BREAK and BE SAFE!

Happy Friday The Thirteenth.

HAPPY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!!!

Long Live No Comments.

I feel very sad because no one will comment my posts even though I comment people all the time. I am left out and I feel like no one cares enough to spend one minute typing a minuscule amount of letters that make up words in a box called comments. I beg you! Please give me at least one little comment, I'm not asking for much, just a moment of your well spent time typing a comment for me.

Appreciation.

My grandparents are watching me for about a week because my lucky parents are in Florida for the bike week there. I find it very unfair that I have to be in school and not in Florida too! It's not that I don't like me grandparents, it's just that I have a schedule and I don't like to stray from it.

So far, it hasn't been too bad except for my grandma loosing my clothes and criticizing me all the time just because I wear dark makeup and black clothing. I miss my parents! I guess no one really wants to admit it but at times people miss their parents for one reason or another, either they are away from home, or just at work.

I never realized that my mom and dad did so much for me and that I don't know what I would do if my parents ever left me all alone, I think that I would probably end up living with my grandparents or at a close friends house. I mean, I don't know how to get an appointment at the doctors, or dentists, or how to cook a dinner.

I will appreciate everything my parents do for me now on an d I wont take them for granted any more. a list of all the things I wouldn't know how to do if my parents left would be:

~Cooking
~Cleaning
~Making appointments for doctors and dentists
~Taking care of my sister
~Getting to and from school
~Making money
~Paying bills
~Taking care of myself

I think that we need to appreciate our parents more and that we should love our parents a lot right now before you lose them.

Nightmare.

Yikes! I had the worst nightmare ever last night! Some parts of my nightmare were so terrible because they had to do with my family dying off in weird ways. My imagination got way too carried away this time.

One of the worst things in my nightmare sounds really strange now but trust me, it was scary at the time. I dreamed that I saw a squirrel sitting on a wall in my back yard and when I looked in its mouth I saw the decapitated head of one of my dogs! One word: disturbing!

This nightmare was so severe I think because I haven't had a dream in a while so I guess all the pent up dreams built up into a gigantic nightmare! Another reason is probably because I tend to eat strange combinations of foods before I go to sleep.... Like 4 pickles and some whipped cream on a spoon, and Oreos...

Well, until next time!

Counting Before Knowing.

I bet most of you know the saying, don't count your chickens before they hatch, well technically that whole saying doesn't make any sense. For example, you wouldn't be counting chickens, you would be counting eggs, or counting chicks, also if you are counting eggs, you are probably going to get the same amount of little baby chickens as was in the egg!

Well, that is all so far I just wanted to say what I was thinking, 'till next time!

Random Poem.

Roses are red,
your eye is black and blue,
thanks for giving me flowers,
by the way I stole your shoe.

You came by my house,
at a quarter to two,
my parents were sleeping,
my sister was too.

I said go away,
you were persistent enough,
I said no thanks,
but you called my bluff.

We exchanged words,
no way I was listening,
I fell asleep twice,
I don't care if it wasn't nice.

Thank God it was morning,
time to wake up,
you were asleep on my porch,
I shoved you off.

I could not believe,
that you would not leave,
I gave you a shiner,
you thought it was minor.

I tried to reason,
with words of advice,
you don't know how hard it was, to sound partially nice,
and I said I hated you way more than just twice.

Finlay I gave up,
and said enough was enough,
Leave me alone and give me the flowers,
I have to get in and go take a shower.

Sure enough there they were,
all pretty and green,
I hid my face,
trying not to be seen.

Then I stole your shoe,
and gave it to my dog,
because I don't like flowers,
which you brought me instead.

Valentine's Day Sucks.

I hate Valentine's Day. Two days from now V-day will appear on most calenders as a big, pink heart. On my calender it is a big white scull. V-day is a day where most couples get together and do something special, and where single people wish they could do something special. Even if I wasn't single, I would still hate that day.

In my school today before the break people are walking around with roses and stuff like that, including me. Some anonymous person sent me a rose, to my dismay. Apparently this person didn't know that I hate Valentine's day, but I still appreciate the gesture.

From now on I would like people to know, I dislike V-day strongly.

In the Future.

In the future, Google will take over the world using the Google satellite. I mean, they already know where we live! I think Google will even know our medical records soon. I feel violated. I'm going to put my letter I would write to Google.



Dear Invasive People of Google,

Do you know what you are doing to the human race?! You are disrupting the youth of our nation with all of your advanced technology. Google, you are the cause of so many problems in this world. In my frustration and concentration, I have found ways you can be blamed for every natural disaster, every crime, and everything else.



So please, the privacy deprived people of this earth beg you, leave us alone! Thank you for your time Google.
Signed Nicole.

Sure, Google give us some info, but I still don't like them.

New Meat.

Yay! It seems so soon that time flies, they say when you're having fun. This school year is going by very fast so, I guess I'm having fun?! I find it hard to believe that the school year is more than half over, and that the 8th graders from middle school will be coming to this school soon. My little sister, in high school!

What a change it seems, that so long ago my teeny little sis was just getting used to the "huge" middle school, she was nervous, as we all were. Now she will be just beginning her new "teenage" life, no more "preteen".

Just as it seems life is just beginning, another old life is fading. Lost are the years where mom and dad can help with the easy math, here are the days of difficult geometry. I consider middle school as a transitional state from elementary school into the real world of high school. The transition being difficult to some, easy to others. For me it was a time of struggling with grades and home life, and beginning to lose myself in the hustle and bustle of daily life in American schools.

High school is a place of drama, drama, and more drama. "Oh, she's dating him?!" or "Ohmygosh! I can't believe she's actually wearing that!" Sometimes my day is riddled with migraines and pulsing pain because of that babble. As the year progresses for my sister in high school, I hope she figures out that, if you want to make through life, just tune out every dumb thing like that.

Well, however my sisters new high school life goes, I hope she enjoys every second of it, for these are the best years of your life and no matter how bad it seems, high school will go by too fast and you will be out in the unrelenting world with new friends and enemies. So, good luck sister. Good luck; with life, with friends, with relationships and grades. You will wave goodbye to preteen life and say hello to new teenage drama!

This post is dedicated to my sister Kala.

I Don't Know What To Blog...

As the title states, I have no clue what to blog about. This is a school assignment I guess, so I'm making an attempt not to be really random and annoying like I usually am, which is really hard. I really don't want to talk about school stuff because it's pretty much all the same, boring...

Anyway, me and my friend Natalie don't have any clue what to blog about. I mean, really, what do people blog about? I'm not even sure what blogging really is besides just rambling on and on about useless things.
I have gotten very off topic I am noticing. Now I guess I am just going to talk about something very cool, this computer at the school has a camera built into the desktop screen! Even my computer at home doesn't have this. I'm guessing this school doesn't have a budget... I really need a new computer, I got it 3-4 years ago. It's very outdated.
This is the first blog I have ever done and I'm finding out I am not very good at it and I don't even have enough words! I know that when I get a job, I am never going to do something like this. since this is an assignment though, so I have to finish it. OK, well, this is the end of this post so good bye and I'll blog you later!